i looked at you during lecture today and i thought… what are we now?
it’s weird how someone you were so close with, suddenly becomes a stranger.
sometimes i look at you and you look back at me with sad empty eyes.
i miss us.
i’m over you and i hardly ever think about you anymore but—
i remember making summer plans with you.
we wrote a list of things we were going to do like rent those cute couple bikes and ride along the seawall and see the fireworks together and go to playland together and take a shuttle bus to seattle and do some sightseeing.
ugh i found the list while i was cleaning my room after i got home.
i feel like shit again.